February 2012
When I decide to clean: →
When I’m told to clean:
Mom: What's wrong?
My mind: I used to do so well in school but I'm not anymore.
My mind: The people I call friends, aren't my actual friends.
My mind: I'm constantly feeling alone.
My mind: I'm starting to look at myself different.
My mind: Nothing feels the same anymore.
My mind: I feel like I'm going to fail at anything I try to do.
My mind: I haven't been eating that much yet I'm hungry all the time.
My mind: I feel like no one cares bout me.
My mind: I just wanna sleep all day and never wake up.
Me: Oh nothing I'm fine.
